NEVER ENDER

How many times have you closed your eyes and listened to the rain beating on your window?
Fell into a deep sleep and never wanted to wake up to reality, with a blank expression on every face
My angst ripped through the pages where I fell asleep with a half empty pen by my side
A broken staircase never seemed so inviting, wherever I’m going I know I’m going down
It’s still raining out, and the drains are almost full
It’s a reminder of all those times I wish we stayed behind locked doors
Dead space is eating me alive from the inside out, leaving a gut sinking feeling
Will I ever make this on my own?

DIG

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye and ask for forgiveness;
We’ll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes you are my friend.

We all have something that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you’ll count on the me from yesterday

We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.

We all have someone that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you’ll act as a clever medicine.

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Remind me that we’ll always have each other
When everything else is gone.

WAKE THE DEAD

This is our city of the dead
Another life holds its weary head
We hope, we try, we live, survive
Counting days, trying to get by
Waiting for the calling
Anticipation in the air
We hope and dream of difference
City sleeping, unaware

Break the silence, WAKE THE DEAD
Running through these streets alone
I’ll kick and scream, let’s break this hold
Cuz I swear, and this won’t render useless
I promise you, we’ve come this far
And I’m not stopping, I’m not stopping now
I’m not hiding in shadows
Wake up
Send out this message, it’s clear

You said, you said, you said
this time was gonna be different
WAKE UP THE DEAD

Coming alive
Something stirs inside
This isn’t over yet
Shake off the dirt
Swallow regret
Stop living under the weight
Living under the weight of regret
Your regrets
DON’T LOSE HOPE
Your regrets
DON’T LOSE HOPE
Don’t let it happen to you
DON’T LOSE HOPE
Which side are you gonna choose?
Cuz I believe, I believe it’s in you.
RISE!

BROADCASTING

A common threat sits in our house
They keep on warning me
But I’m not always listening
And yesterday I heard the news of fire at my doorstep
But this morning they’re just disputing semantics

Blatantly apparent
Necessary illusions, broadcasting…
Releasing, persuading, compliance

The common threat sits in our house
But I feel so far removed
Keep the production rolling

Please provide us with guidance

Fake it, amuse me
Necessary abusing. Broadcasting…
Releasing, persuading, compliance

WHICH IS GOOD WHICH IS BAD…..

Aku seronok tinggal di negara ni di mana bnyk UNDANG2 nya teramat relevan dan pemimpin nye bijak2 belaka. Antara contohnye, org2 yg mabok2 kat Kelab2 sekitar KL dibiarkan tanpa dimbil tindakan ape2 pon. Ustaz yg memberi kuliah atau ceramah ditangkap dan didakwa. WOW, bagus la mcm tu. patotla rakyat2 negara ni mulia2 belaka. Patotla Remaja2 negara ini pandai berfikir. Membuat kebaikan itu tidak perlu. Mari membuat kejahatan. Mari mabok2.  kite kekalkan attitude mcm tu. Barulah Negara ini diberkati. Sebagai konklusi , teruskan tindakan seperti itu. Tahan semua ustaz2 yg memberi kuliah kerana rakyat malaysia semua ilmuan belaka n pandai ilmu agama. Banykkan kelab2 mlm supaya orang2 islam dapat mabok. Salam satu Malaysia utk semua. YEAH!!!

KAWAN

Aku memang tak reti
Tunjuk engkau menari
Tapi engkau tak usah henti
Pandai tak kan datang berlari
Mimpi aku tak semua indah
Rakan semangat janganlah pudar
Hidup memang banyak kerenah
Cerewet hidup akan susah

Janganlah berundur
Ini bukanlah masanya
Tak kuasa aku
Menghadapi ini semuanya
Sendirian begini
Tak mampu berdiri tinggi
Tanpa mu disisi
Wahai kawan

Satu lagi nak pesan
Busuk hati janganlah simpan
Nasihat untuk rakan dan taulan
Simpan semua jadi panduan
Sudah 25 tahun
Ilmu didada aku susun
Kalau berkat tak datang turun
Sampah sarap datang berduyun

A REMINDER FOR ME

Rasulullah SAW bersabda: “Sungguh ajaib perihal orang mukmin, sesungguhnya semua urusan mereka adalah kebaikan. Dan keadaan ini tidak ada melainkan kepada orang yang beriman sahaja. Sekiranya beroleh kurniaan dia akan bersyukur, maka jadilah kurniaan itu baik untuknya. Manakala apabila ditimpa musibah, dia bersabar. Maka jadilah musibah itu kebaikan untuknya.” (Riwayat Muslim)

Amin….

A LITTLE …

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than that!

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YA ALLAH , knp la ada  sahaja yg x kene. aku cube jadi nice. aku xnk menyakiti. aku  nk menyenangkan keadaan. Ya ALLAH, aku tidak ada  tempat mengadu lagi selain kau. Ya allah ampunilah dosa2 dan ketidak sempurnaan aku. mungkin ini lah balasan kau terhadap dosa2 yg aku telah lakukan dahulu. aku bnyk kali melupekan kau , aku tidak menghiraukan kau. Ya ALLAH, sempena ramadhan ini, kau permudahkan lah jalan hidup ini dan berikan la aku cahaya. Jgnla kau putuskan jalan kepada mu Ya ALLAH. Hanya padamu aku bergantung

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